Honestly i dont know what i've done wrong, and i get shit all the time. all i do is operate a blogshop, try my best to earn money, and go out for dinners and some once in a while partying, i think thats about all. i dont offend anyone, i'm not bitchy, im not arrogant, i dont do bad stuff, i dont understand why god gives me shit once in awhile.

first my comp crashed, then i have to go elsewhere to pack all the parcels and my dad doesnt understand, how can i stay home and wait for the clothes to rot and wait for my buyers to hound me? so he decides not to talk to me when i didnt come home that night. next, im trying to earn money again by taking up this tiger beer promo job at a nearby pub and i get so sick of entertaining and speaking to middle-aged men trying their luck to hook up. but thats not enough, i went for a loo break and guess what, my phone slips out of my hand and into the toilet bowl. so now, i have NO PHONE AND NO FUCKING COMPUTER.

its so depressing now really. i dont know why i have to get double shit all the time. and i mean all. plus, he's going back. and school is starting and im not sure if im ready for the social world again. SIGHS. TO ANY BUYER WHO READS THIS, PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR THE DELAYED REPLIES AND MAILING, I AM REALLY TRYING MY BEST. :(